You might. There is a quiz for that if you want to click on "quizzes" above and try it. Perfectionism often goes along with depression. Therapy and medication can help a lot. Another thing that helps with perfectionism is flylady.net. You're probably a great organizer, but it sounds like you'ld like to be able to let go a little bit. Any time you recognize a problem and know that you want to change, you're already half way there.
<font color=red>"Striving for excellence motivates you; striving for perfection is demoralizing." -Harriet Braiker</font color=red>
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