((((((((JonSnow))))))) It sounds like you are having a really scary and lonely time of it. Jon, please talk to your school counselor or to your mom and see if you can go to a psychologist or a psychiatrist so that you can get help before this gets any worse!!! Is there any one else yoou can go to if for somereason you can't got to your mom? I know that if you were my kid, I wouldn't give a hoot about the grades if I knew you were dying inside. I'd want you to get help, and I do! Please talk to soemone about getting help a nd then let me know here, OK?Keep in touch with us here. Hang on.