I can't handle it, i've been crying for an over an hour because someone called and said I have to take a shift tomorrow, my day off

I was just barely making it through today
I just can't do this

I've wanted to si
I have si'ed for the first time in a long time because of this

and I can't find


I'm a worthless failure
I can't do anything right I hate myself so much

I think i'm going to get fired tomorrow