((((((((googley)))))))))
Thank you so much for the caring support and ideas
My T and I aren't really on talking terms right now - as far as I'm concerned. Part of my being upset is me feeling I am no longer able to trust her, I'm overwhelmed because I have to find a new one.

This is definitely all stress related, current events took the best of me. I freaked, I lost it. I'm glad I had my bf here to help keep me safer too, because today pushed me past a limit. I'm safe now.

I probably have to work tomorrow *somehow*
dunno how I'll pull it off, but right now, I'm just going to manage minute - by - minute till I am ready for sleep

thank you so much it means alot