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Old Oct 18, 2009, 01:09 PM
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Originally Posted by white_iris View Post
How are you doing? That first push to get the ball rolling can sometimes be a bit frustrating, well for me anyway as mostly I am trying to push the ball, which turns to a boulder, uphill. sometimes would rather do the baby step dance.......
thinking about you.
thank you, my friend...

I tripped yesterday...
not LSD but a day trip...got out of Dodge for awhile. it's amazing how fresh air does a body and soul good...especially if there are wind gusts up to 20mph.

I'm pulverizing that boulder; smaller pieces are easier for me to handle.
Tomorrow, it's back to my attorney to set up a plan of action.

Do I sound like I'm all right?
No...I'm not. But I am better. I think...
I think I'd better stop thinking about of all of this (yeah right)

Berating myself for not seeing it coming, feeling stupid that I trusted someone with a history of hitting below the belt, and generally beating myself up...K-Mart had bats on sale so I bought everyone they had left.
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Thanks for this!
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