I hate this, can't do my homework, can't focus, i feel like i'm going to flunk out of college for the second time, like there's no hope at the end of the tunnel...and i was so excited for college this time too...why in the world do i feel this way...screw feeling...why am i thinking this way? why am i posting this...i'm so angry, feel so messed up inside, i hate this...i'm trying so hard