Reddragon, you and plenty of others are into these conspiracy theories about people in power, doesn't mean you are wrong or right, but if you want to recover from illness its generally better imo to concentrate on what you CAN trust in, which at the end of the day is yourself.

Don't mean to sound like your auntie about what you should and shouldn't do. You know yourself the heroe is inside of you at the end of the day.

The hardest thing about an illness is reaching out for help at the end of the day, once you've done this the battle starts to get a little easier.

If meds don't work, don't give up, just try some others, sometimes its just finding the right one. What works for some don't always work for us.