Hi, I'm new here and I have a problem, for almost my whole life, people hated me. I'm extremely depressed and I took some quizzes and it proved my depression. I don't want to call hotlines or talk to anyone verbally so I'm turning here for help. I need help in any way. I often feel I want to just die or run away and maybe people will be sorry for me, I feel like im a f*gg*t that no one likes. So im asking for some help here.