ugh.. another nightmare. i tried to do something to take my mind of stuff i listened to the radio, i made myself some breakfast, i went onto the dragoncave site etc. Does. not. work.

triggers



triggers

i'm 9 years old. my father brings me with him, to a 'party'. There were about 10 other man, fat skinny young old rich poor... i recognise a few. a doctor a teacher and the rest i dunno of what they do. There's 2 other boys. they are older then me, about 13,14 i think. They are instructed to do... things with me. they dont do it right or something. get hit. again.. there's a camera...