((((((((((((((((((((Big Sam))))))))))))))))))))

Yikes I am so, so, SO sorry to hear the situation you are in. I know you will dig your way out, but for right now, it sounds like it just sucks. Like everything just hit at once. Ugh!

I really think that you need to call T, TOMORROW, explain what is going on, and ask if there is any way he can still work with you. Will it be hard to ask?? Yes. But you have been with him a long time, he cares about you, and if there is a way he can help you through this, I'm sure he'll want to figure out what that is. Most T's have a few slots for sliding scale or pro bono work...you won't know unless you ask. Don't be afraid to ask for help. Your T knows how to take care of himself...if he can't do it, he will tell you. But if he can, he will.

Will you do that??

In the meantime, you can come here and vent all you want (and my PM box is open too!) and lots of people will listen and try to help.

Lots and lots and LOTS of to you. I'm sorry things are so hard.