all other religious books call the same thing

I don't know reddragon... one of the names for the experience I went through is "the inner apocalypse" so I sometimes wonder, when the idea of an apocalypse captures a person's attention if that relates in some way to a personal inner experience they are going through at that time.

Do you think that could be true in your case? I mean, do you feel like you are exploding/shattering on the inside?

~ Namaste