I started taking medication, Celexa 20mg / day September 17th.

Although I have some really good days, which I never had before, I find myself falling down, so to speak, with depression and anxiety again. It does not last too long but I am afraid and do not want to go to that place again. It hurts real bad in that low place.

School is stressing me out. I am already fearful of next semester. My Capstone class starts next week and I have not got the book yet. I am worried about failing the math in January.

I have to finish this paper by Thursday and I am only on page 6.
Work today. Gotta give myself to my clients...they need me. They are in worse shape than me. I need to just snap out of it. I just want to lay around and do nothing.