i think it is normal to internalize Guitarman... poets, authors, artists, musicians... they all internalize... they express in their art the feelings they have and bring it out into the world for others to hear, see, feel and find many times they were not alone with their feelings and thoughts....

for someone sensitive its important to not feel left out and to cry for understanding... look at some of historys' greatest teachers... they were not spared suffering either but it was determination to never give up that gave them their voice and human evolution was altered because of it... in some ways it is the suffering spirit that sings that brings change and reform.... violence is never the way... choose your pen and paper, a song, a painting... these are the healthy ways to make change...

talk it over with your T and maybe you can find an art group to join... just avoid 'cliques' ... you have your own voice and it matter more than you may ever realize... sending cares