...disruption in the usually integrated functions of consciousness:

States of dissociation that occur in individuals who have been subjected to periods of prolonged and intense coercive persuasion (e.g. brainwashing, thought reform, or indoctrination, while captive).

It stops me/us from seeing, speaking, writing or stating:
I/We will write. Yes! Yes, if only briefly, this time.

...narrowing of awareness of immediate surroundings

total fear, got to watch everything...no safety!

...or stereotyped behaviors or movements that are experienced as being beyond one's control.

...jigity movements! I/we hate them!

...replacement of the customary sense of personal identity by a new identity, attributed to the influence of... power...or person

Yes, Oh, no, where did I go? Lost. My/Our sensibilities, gone?! H says "where is your common sense?" I/We don't know!

"involuntary" movements or amnesia.

everything in our/my being wants to move... remembering is in chaos and confusion (it's like home or there in that place, where, what is going on?)...where did I/we go? Someone else will arrive.

...transient alteration in identity whereby one's normal identity is temporarily replaced by another entity, such as a person...

gone...gone...gone, where did I go? No, not again...now, though this time, this is here, this writing is here, I/we see it faster this time, in pen and ink or typing as it were, Humble thanks for this explanation.

...Loss of...Difficulty distinguishing reality from fantasy at the time

two doors, two places, one real but couldn't tell the difference.

Wandering attention.

can barely type, read, stay focused, read without great effort...this episode; pressure on breathing properly...I/we will not get me/us this time...I/we will overcome it! chaos...now unraveling but so much shame...too old for this...too tired of this *...too many people disappointed with us...we cannot be what they expect...shakes head in shame.