i know how ya feeling i feel so alone and being on my own with no family is hard if it was not for my kids keeping me going i dont know what i would do without themerstand undver neuse they. it doesnt even matter in my mind i hate people if they had it thybecause they ont understand i mean they try but they never get me and even call me silly and pull yourself together ose days againthey wouldnt be saying it sorry im having one of those days again