Thank you. Its weird. I am so sick alot of the time and its like i know something is wrong. Then one day i will feel great, i feel so crazy!!! When i feel like that it drives me nuts. Thats when i freak out. Because i dont want to be crazy...i dont want to be a hypochondriac or for it to be just stress. I know that sounds weird. Believe me, i dont want something seriously wrong with me...but i dont want to know that my whole life i am going to feel this sick for 95% of my life and there is nothing no one can do about it. The idea of being in so much pain without relief just makes me so frusterated. I dont even know how to describe it! The pain is so bad that take the flu aches and pains and times it by 20...it is so bad i get to the point where i need help just to open and shut a door...walk up a flight of steps i need to stop every 4th step to compose myself, two days ago i found another lump in my chest the size of a golf ball. Its soft and moves. I know it was not there. I check my chest about once a week because i have 6 other hard immovable lumps on my chest that are growing. I like to keep an eye on them to check growth level. I dont understand this! At first the doctor said its because losing all the weight from the baby just shows im a lumpy person and its nothing at all. Yea well i tried explaining to her that they are growing. They were NOT there before. How do i know? Because when i stand with my side to the mirror you can see them popping out of my chest to the point where if you stand two arm lengths away you can still see them...Anyway...maybe i am becoming a nutcase but how in the HECK CAN I MAKE THAT UP???? Sorry..im ranting..Thank you for listening and supporting me.