i'm glad you were able to see T...
thinking about "temporary disability" - unless it is something through your work, if you are in the US (i dunno for sure) it takes 3-5 years just to get on it. it is not an emergency thing. just FYI. i am still in that process, waiting for a hearing after my first denial.
thinking about you and hoping you can find some stability soon! hoping t was healing for you! ***hugs***!