My doc has given me free abilify samples but unfortunately there are no effexor samples to be had, it's such an old drug. That's the one I'm having difficulty coming off of. Yesterday it was so cold in my house yet I was sweating. My roommate doesn't get it either which doesn't help. School has started so there's pressure there and on top of everything I may be getting a new job and moving.

I did break down today though and buy more meds a three month supply of both cost me $207.98 Money I don't have, just means one of the other bills won't get paid this month. Sigh, i hate money troubles but I've realized without my meds I'm pretty much unemployable.

On Saturday we had a situation at the hotel and I had to confront some people. I was shaking so bad it was visible to everybody else. The security guard asked me if I was okay. I have to get back on these meds though I think being on abilify is what's causing the shaking.

Love and Hugs to you all,
Tara