((((tryingtobeme)))) I care. We care. I don't think you're a disgusting piece of trash and I'm sure others in this forum will agree with me.

I'm so sorry you're feeling bad though! It gets hard when it seems no one is paying attention to you. Trust me, I know. But I bet you someone irl is listening...I bet you someone does care. They just might not be expressing it like they should.

I know that loneliness too; it threatens to crush me all the time, but I keep fighting it somehow. Maybe we can hold each other up. Feel better very soon!