I looked down at my arms again yesterday, oh no...for me it seems it's also about punishment...it's a long story but with this latest episode, it is clear there is a stress/nervous/better smarten up/ thingie going on. ...just another way...not perfect...a little ugly and get it over with type thinking but this time there is no memory of doing it to the arms...I always keep track, sort of, controlled obsession.






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