(((((((((((((((((Kim)))))))))))))) My dear friend. You are truly amazing. You never fail to amaze me more each time I hear your words.
This is a heavy load. And it's an amazing gift (how many times can I say amazing in one post

).
I would love to have memories of my babies. Wow. I know there are some yuck stuffs that you got too. I am so sorry for that and that you are getting so much at one time. I can only imagine how overwhelming it is.
I wish I had some sage advice that would make it all better. The right words to make you feel better. I'm so sorry and so glad for you and so ... yes, amazed... at your progress in life.
Thank you for sharing you with us Kim. As we travel along our journeys, it gives us hope to see people like you.
Many Hugs,
Wantto