I was just thinking of why I'm on probation. It rips me apart to know that a man used my body to hurt a child. Yes, a man made me (physically forcible) touch a child. I know what this feels like and it's not good at all. I tried to escape and everything but nothing helped...he was just so much stronger than I was. I was charged because I was there. 6 years of probation...and I've served 5. I feel like I should've done more besides saying no over and over and struggling to escape from his grasp. I hate myself for what happened!