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Oct 20, 2009, 02:57 PM
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Member Since: Sep 2009
Location: UK
Posts: 721
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Thank you so much blue oak ... well, I see where you are coming from ... I think I did ask how she'd diagnose me, in the beginning 2 years ago and it was then she said she didn't like 'labels', so I guess that's where it came from. Yes today in therapy she did mention the nurturing or lack of it by my mother .... that's when we learn how to comfort ourselves, from our parents, well my mother didn't basically. She was totally devoid of emotion really and that's why I guess we fold who suffer with complex PTSD can't be alone or 'nurture' ourselves .... thank you for the good luck, I'm well into healing in therapy though it's strange, I always thought I trusted my T from the word go which is unusual for me, but I've only just started going into things from when I was very small and I've been dreaming about my T which she says suggests I've only just started trusting her, or my 'little Kerry' has. OOh I'm not half rambling and off topic so sorry. On T days I just go off on one  So much to process .. sorry  Thanks again and I'll think of it as complex PTSD  I can't wait to get started on my councelling course. After that I'm doing a degree in psychotherapy It just fascinates me so much Ophelia xxxx
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