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I'm very sorry I just saw this. I know your feeling very overwhelmed with all of this going on. I remember when mom went into renal failure. Dad and I had to read alot about it. Change of diet and everything well its downright yucky. And I can see why you want to just forget it all. But hon, its not the end of the world. They've come a long way with all of this stuff. And I believe that you can get thru this. Your a determined woman, and I know of Someone else ^ there, who is looking out for you too. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. And sending lots of hugs your way too!!!