Thanks everyone. You didn't upset me pegasus, its good you said what was on your mind. Sometimes I feel that way too when someone says they are taking a break... punished...as well as abandoned. But I also know that is my stuff. I'm trying to post how I'm feeling and I know not everyone will "like" everything I say, its not possible. I was upset for a short time but I admire you for your honesty. I have never found you "mean". Its all about how things are said.. often. And we are all learning, everyone on pc.