(((((((((((((((( everyone ))))))))))))))))
I think when I posted it was in the middle of the night in America. I'm not "blaming" anyone for not responding ....I posted something hard for me and got scared and deleted it. Nobody's fault (except for mine) I do feel the same as you though ((((((( rainbow )))))))) feeling rejected even if not in reality being rejected is a trigger back to childhood.
I appreciate everyone here