hi guys

Thanks, yea im fine. I've had this crazy energy flowing through me. Almost like an agitation both physically and mentally, which has been progressively building over the last couple of weeks and Im getting scared about having a repeat of something that happened last summer.

Then, I was ready to rip my boss a new one yesterday, which is super unlike me. i got super flip with her and had every cuss word known to man at the tip of my tongue.

On top of that there's this rage that boils up like if you have boiling water cover and then boils down like when you remove the cover. I got scared when that rage started building.

overall im scared im getting ready to lose control of myself...of something. but I think im okay. no need to call T. I see her next week...

maybe this is T withdrawl or something. I've gone down to every other week.

thanks...