It is my experience cypher that the source of all feelings good and bad is between my ears. When I lay an opinion of me onto the shoulders of another I am just procrastinating again about the real issues.

Your parents may see you differently than you see them seeing you. Projection is an amazing process that supports many of our own illusions.

I believe that whatever relief you would feel in their passing would be filled with some level of shame in wishing it so...Your issues are not with the structure of their feelings..but your own.

With Care,

Lenny