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Thanks for the suggestions/support. My T called me yesterday and I spoke to him for 15 minutes or so. He told me to keep in touch and that he knows that I'll have insurance again soon (amongst some feedback/support on my situation). He told me he would email me with forms and stuff for my financial aid and vocational rehab paperwork when I needed them. I never email with my T, so his suggestion that he email them versus mail them feels weird. I think he's afraid that if we don't maintain contact that I'd slide deeper into depression, which is possible. On the other hand, I don't know what to say to him or talk to him about between visits. I guess I don't have much to say that I haven't said before. I suspect this is how depression sounds.

My prescribing clinician just prescribed me an antidepressant until I can see her next... I'm sorta scared to start taking anything that might have side effects as I've been through a lot of medication changes with some other problems I have though. We'll see what happens.