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I hope you will take the extra session with T. If you go, it doesn't mean you *have* to work on these hard, sad issues. You can go and just let yourself be supported and cared for.
I don't know what the process of grief is. But something I am learning in therapy is that each person's path to healing looks different. T has taught me that we possess inside of us an internal wisdom that will guide us where we need to go to heal. Trust yourself.
Lots and lots of



to you. I'm sorry this is such a hard time.