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Oct 21, 2009, 04:23 PM
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Member Since: Mar 2009
Location: So Cal
Posts: 3,342
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Originally Posted by rainydaygirl420
Im not sure that your new t should be telling you what your old t said about you. That makes me think of how someone will come up and say oh guess what so and so said about you. That doesnt seem healthy to me, you would have been better off not knowing those things.
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Thanks Rainy. 
New T isn't telling me what old T said, per se...just stating a fact that old T wasn't capable of treating me, recognized that, but that for her own issues, she couldn't/didn't refer me.
New T is very good about not giving here se type info out. She's just trying to help me understand why and how things happened as they did.
The betrayal I feel with mine and old T's relationship does not come from an angry place so much....but more from a confused and hurting place. Kind of like I'm feeling the betrayal and loss from a child's perspective. Duh me!!! I am.
I do miss her soooo much though and I long to just have one more hour....or coffee!! She's not my T anymore...why couldn't she be my mentor or something. I need all the support I can get these days. 
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