TY 1day, it's really hard for me to spend any money on myself. I come from a very poor back ground and we never had extra money for anything. Even as an adult my husband and I have had our share of money problems. But now I've been working for awhile and my husband is working right now since it's summer and he's not in school. So I have the money to spend on little things. But the guilt that comes with it is sometimes hard to take.