TY Petunia, It's been very hard on me lately. But sometimes I think the small things I can do for myself to make me feel better about myself, is well worth it. One of the biggest things I have always struggled with is feeling and believing that I was ugly. As a kid I was teased by the other kids and laughed at and told how ugly I was. It's hard getting past those negative massages that keep rolling through my head telling me I'm ugly. Buying make-up made me feel pretty.