Hi Fuzzybear,
Love your name I just wanted to apologize that I had not replied to your post. Sometimes it feels like I am not sure what to say and then I start writing but back out.....
Well that is not fair to you, and so here I am...back at it.
I am hoping that you are feeling better and want you to know, that you were and are still a beautiful child. Although your mother may not have treated you well, it is not because you didnt deserve it. You abosolutely deserved and continue to deserve being loved and treated with kindness, respect and all kinds of positive input.
I am sending you some hugs and I hope it helps