Thanks Tree,

It is funny that you mentioned the thing about each of us having the inside wisdom inside, because my T and I talked about that this week! lol She feels we have the answers that we need, that sometimes they are just muddied up and maybe need help to guide us through it. But we have the answers ourselves.

I told my T this week that we never had kleenex growing up (this is when she set the box next to me) I said we had to use toilet paper. She then asked me, because you weren't allowed to show emotions? I said yeah, and we had a lot of ****** stuff going on at our house. Heehee. She liked that!

I can't believe I am going to see my T again this week! I don't know how I am going to be brave to do this. I guess I asked for help, and that is huge for me. She told me and her other clients that she wouldn't do email therapy anymore, we can email her, but she won't email back unless it has to do with scheduling. But she emailed me 2 times last night because I was feeling really sad. It felt good that she was there for me, something I am not used to. I have always had to learn to do things for myself, grief myself, comfort myself, etc. It felt really good for her to be there for me. ;-)