I've been feeling so lonley. I've moved to this town one year ago and I still don't have one friend to hang out with. I get more and more discouraged every day. I feel rejected by God himself sometimes because I keep asking for help and i never get a friend. This guy i like has asked me if i want to get coffee twice, but then each time does not call. It feel like life is taunting me about something i want but can't have. Even worse, I feel like i don't deserve.