Yay!!!!!! Way to Go!!!!!! You are special and deserve it!!!!
The first time I spent money on self was one of the hardest things to do. Practice! Practice!
I learned to tell myself I deserve it. At first saying those words I literally felt sick to my stomach and like I had a rock stuck in my throat. It's a lot easier today to buy something for me. Now my debate is do I really need it because now it can be more of like a drug for me and when on a budget can be not so good. Seems I always go from one extreme to the other (rolls eyes). Oh well!
Sorry didn't mean to ramble on just happy that you took that step and wanted you to know it will get easier with practice and learning to believe you deserve it.
lrks