Thanks Tapestry,

I am not sure what I need and what I can actually receive from her. I never had anyone to help me with this, so I don't know how to do it. Sounds weird but it is true.
I am kinda wanting to strike while the iron is hot, that has been some of my best therapy sessions. I tend to numb out, so when something is on the surface, it is a good therapy move to go with it. But it is SO SCARY to be SO vulnerable with anyone like that. I am glad I have some major studying to do before I see her, at least I can try to keep my mind off my next session tomorrow and just go in and go with the flow.
Therapy is so hard!
Thanks again for all your support, it is nice having you here.