(((((((((((((((((crystalrose))))))))))))))))))))

My T cancelled and I felt abandoned too especially as it was the 2nd time in a row - it made me feel worthless....... she didnt call me to rearrange either - which seeemed to confirm my worthlessness - so i made an appt - i rang and made an appt so i could ask what happened and tell her how hurt i felt -

well at the appt she said she was sorry it had been an emergency - she gave brief details and i wont say them here cos i dont want to trigger anyone....

I realised it wa my own insecurity that was hurting me not T - that T never meant to hurt me - that life gets in the way somtimes and things happen beyond our control....

I am sorry you are feeling so bad - can you text T and say when wil our next appt be?

take care P7