(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Blue)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
when i feel the hands on me i try to do somthing that involves concentrating - or is there somthing you like to do ? i look after my plants or playt wiht my cat ......
I brush the places i feel their touch wiht my hands to remind myself that they are not touching me now....
I am sorry this is a very hard thing to go through.......
sorry BLue - i wihs i could take the pain away......
P7
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture )
When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet