I am just feeling low , it seems like this depression is just hanging on
or am I hanging onto it.... I hope I'm not hanging on to it....But lately
I am so tired of the way I feel, I keep doing what doctors tell me,I take
my antidepressants and other drugs. I try to write in a journal, but
I hate writing it down because I feel like I am wallowing in it.. The same
goes with getting together or calling friends, I hate to still be depressed-
because I (think only- no one has said anything to me) that they are tired of it.

Does Depression Ever Go AWAY or am I going to feel this way forever.
Lately I am feeling more and more like a failure, because of how porely
I am dealing with my life , or lack of one... I can't work full time any more
I find myself pulling away from people.... I want to get better but it just
seems like it just keeps hanging on.....
Sorry to go on and on..... Don't know who else to belly ache to.
I always feel so odd after my counseling appointment....

Bevers