Do some things on your own in the directions you like. Like you say, it's "my" art so work on your own projects and read some things and maybe get a free website and play with web design and the more fun you have the more confident you might get that you can do it.

The biggest thing that helped me was constantly reminding myself over and over that I didn't have to learn it all "at once". When I'd look at my classes at the beginning of the semester, I would see all I didn't know or understand yet and get anxious but if I just stayed in the "moment" and worked on the little bit in front of me, eventually what I knew/could understand would get larger. When you're in first grade is not the time to worry about graduating from high school :-)