Hey Bev.....I hope it goes away. I feel the same things you are feeling too. The sadness always seems there and I want to pick up the phone just to talk but feel that I am not that great to be around and when people ask how I am doing am I supposed to lie and say I'm great? I can't enjoy things like I used to and I can't seem to smile or feel comfortable like everyone around me seems to be.

When I need someone to talk to I don't want to call because I don't want to bother them with my problems and if they wanted to know or wanted to be around me they would keep in touch themselves. It's icky all the way around.

It has to get better. We should feel better. We're good people.

Hugs sweetie.
Heidu

The highest reward for a person's toil is not what they get for it, but what they become by it.
John Ruskin