Sunrise, you handled this entire thing very admirably and courageously. Your relationship with your T is undoubtedly a beautiful thing. It's inspiring really. I agree that it's much harder on the outside...but it's also pretty special to know what we're capable of, I think. The power of human connection...fraught with it's frailties and wonder is something to behold. I really believe that.
Am I allowed to spill that today is your birthday?

I hope so...
Hope you had a great one!