Once a former T canceled my session when she was on her way with her husband to the emergency room. I don't remember why, but something happened to her husband, though it turned out not to be anything serious. I was so angry with her for canceling; I don't know if I told her or not, but I know I was not very sympathetic. I kept thinking: "what about ME?"

When we are attached to our T, our thinking is not always logical. It doesn't mean you are cold, hopeless, or not worthy of being helped. You are not any of those things, Crystal. How should you know a tragedy occurred? It seemed unlikely. What you can learn from this experience is to trust your T, but don't beat yourself up for your feelings.

Why is it that you have to wait so long to see her next? Can you call her again if you can't wait so long?