I went to the doctor today because I wasn't sure if I had a sinus infection or the flu and wanted to get it checked out. As usual they weighed me and I weighed 218. 2lbs below my goal weight. My surgeon in Little Rock told me he wanted me between 220-210 to do my next surgeries. So next week when I go in for therapy I will weigh again and see if it is the same and if so call the doctor and tell him to schedule the surgery.

The thing is though I am scared. Not scared of the scared of the surgery itself I'm scared of being thin. I have never been thin my whole life and don't know how to "be thin". I emailed my T my concerned and told her what the weight was and all that and said I know it's something we will have to work on but I know all of you could give me some good advice.

Jan