((((Jen))))

Jen, I know exactly what you are going through! And, I hope you are able to deal with your own emotions, even though you have a 'demon' to cope with.
When I was a young kid, my father turned to me once and said "I wish to hell I would have never had you"! You know, that will end up comming back to haunt you someday. Find help now, and deal with it in the present before you get older and end up with a closet full of trash that comes back to haunt you!

Sincerely,

SongBird