MAJOR TRIGGER TRIGGER TRIGGER TRIGGER TRIGGER PLEASE BE CAREFUL





so last night i went to bed and as soon as my head hit the pillow it started. I felt that I was being raped and beaten. My heart rate was soaring, i was crying nose running. hours after it stopped and i got the courage to get up and turn on the lights i realized it never really happened. my clothes were intact, everybody in the house was asleep and the doors were locked.

What's next? I have to get back on my meds. I ordered them three days ago so hopefully they'll be here soon. Thing is sometimes it takes up to three weeks to get them! ARRGH!