Wow I havn't been back to this thread in a while.

Littlelou - its great you're in a course for self esteem! I wish they had something like that where I live. I'm still finding it hard to like myself. I have so many people that say good things about me, who tell me I'm beautiful and smart and talented and all that...I listen but I dont actually hear any of it. As soon as my mind triggers the "I'm recieving a compliment" mode I shut down. How do you get over this? I don't know how to start seeing what other people see. Because all I see is a mess...a mess of a girl who is just going to wreck everything around her.