Hey,

I'm new here. I thought maybe talking outside my therapy would help.

Lately, I've had no desire to be intimate with my live-in boyfriend, which, understandably, causes some stress. Today, the only way I got even minutely interested was with him biting my arm extremely hard over and over. I have bruised and raised skin already. It made me realize how much I miss cutting (which I haven't done for 2 years). Lately it's been so hard, I often think about how easy it would be to start again. But I have so much guilt and I feel sick about the bruises and marks he left. Please let me know I'm not alone in feeling so lost and guilty.

Thanks.